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On 17th October last year, I shared a photo on Instagram of graffiti written in Hebrew outside a kindergarten attended by mostly children from ethnic minorities here in Berlin.

ā€œKahane is aliveā€ it said, likely in reference to the Jewish extremist terrorist movement Kahane ChaiĢżand its founder Rabbi Meir Kahane. This was just 10 days into Israelā€™s assault on Gaza.

A German friend replied to my post with a bizarre message. He said that since Germany welcomed many Palestinian refugees over the decades, then Palestinians should show more sensitivity towards Germanyā€™s history with the Jews.

I shouldā€™ve known better than to waste a few more messages trying to understand the link between Germansā€™ Holocaust guilt and a racist graffiti outside a kindergarten, because he doubled down and said I should accept this if I want to continue living in Berlin.

Having lived in Berlin for nearly eight years, I rarely met any Germans with whom I could openly talk about Palestine without having to go back to the basics of why anti-Zionism is not anti-Semitism.

"Institutional racism against Palestinians and their supporters has been on the rise long before 7th October... But in the last six months, the crackdown on the pro-Palestine movement has become ludicrous"

In contrast to this one particularly obnoxious example, the majority would listen politely, draw a sad face, then sigh out that ā€œitā€™s complicatedā€.

Others take it upon themselves to remind Palestinians that ā€œin Germany, it is differentā€. Having atoned for their sins in World War Two, they feel they have the moral authority to define hate speech, anti-Semitism, and lecture us accordingly.

Institutional racism against Palestinians and their supporters has been on the rise long before 7th October. From the resolution by all political parties in the Bundestag describing the Boycott, Divestment and Sanctions campaign against Israel (BDS) as anti-Semitic to the ban on public events commemorating the 1948 Nakba.

But in the last six months, the crackdown on the pro-Palestine movement has become ludicrous.

Not only did the state impose severe restrictions on demonstrations in support of Palestine - which continue to take place every weekend with thousands of people across Germany - but they even went after dissenting voices from within the Jewish community itself.Ģż

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The Jewish group has been described by many German politicians as anti-Semitic for taking a firm stand against Israelā€™s war crimes in Gaza.

On 26th March, the group said their bank account with Sparkasse had been without explanation. They are now requested to submit multiple documents, including the names of all of their members with their full names and addresses.

In other words, Germany is even policing Jews and ā€˜saving them from themselvesā€™, suppressing any voices that call for self-reflection or re-evaluation of the connection between Jewishness and Zionism.

None of this makes for a joyful discussion with German friends over dinner, and for many of us in the Palestinian community, the only social activity weā€™ve had in the last six months has been the weekly demonstrations.

Our social circles are shrinking, and we often talk of relocating to other countries. Our German friends whoā€™ve been outspoken about Palestine ask, half-jokingly, if they could come too, as they have also lost friends and fallen out with relatives over this issue.

Some friends admitted that they cannot post about Palestine on social media because they might lose friends or be sidelined at work. One friend recalled that someone accused her of unwittingly inciting people to blow up synagogues in Germany, only because she posted about the Kurd family fighting to save their home in East Jerusalem in 2021.

A German friend who works in the cultural sector - and one of the very few whoā€™ve been outspoken about Palestine - said many of her colleagues wish they could be as outspoken as her. The only difference between them and her is that they seem to be afraid of some uncertain consequences.

ā€œThis fear is not necessarily based on facts,ā€ she says ā€œI ask them, what can actually happen to you? Can you be fired? That wouldnā€™t be legal. But there is a climate of fear and each person is waiting to see if others stand up and speak because they donā€™t want to be the first to do so.ā€

But every once in a while, a story appears on social media as a cautionary tale. Earlier this month, the Democracy in Europe Movement (Diem25) that the German police raided the home of a woman in Berlin because she posted the slogan ā€œFrom the River to the Seaā€ on social media, confiscating her mobile phone, computer and hard drive.

"For many of us in the Palestinian community, the only social activity weā€™ve had in the last six months has been the weekly demonstrations"

But with more than 32,000 Palestinians now killed by Israel in Gaza, and with more than one and a half million people on the brink of forced famine, public opinion in Germany is shifting, albeit slowly.

A showed that 69% of respondents believe the Israeli campaign in Gaza is unjustified, whereas only 50% held that view in November last year. A friend who works as an art designer on film sets says there is no one in his immediate circle of friends who isnā€™t outraged by Israelā€™s crimes.

He also proposed an alternative method to gauging the publicā€™s mood. ā€œThere is a risk if you show up for Palestine, which is why people donā€™t do it. But there isnā€™t a risk if you donā€™t show up for Israel.ā€

Indeed, public demonstrations in support of Israel have been very few compared to the weekly demonstrations in support of Palestine, some of which had a turnout of up to 10,000. Israeli flags are not a prominent sight in Berlin, especially when compared with the Ukrainian flag adorning many public, academic and cultural buildings.

Even the German media, which has written so callously about the pro-Palestine movement over the last six months, has surprised us recently with some rare moments of awakening.

recently described German-Israeli policy as ā€œcheap, self-assuring or simply cluelessā€, reminding its readers that Germany is effectively participating in the war, with its arms exports to Israel increasing in 2023.

Back from a recent trip to Africa, co-Leader of the Social Democratic Party, Lars Klingbeil, said the of the ā€œGlobal South'' regarding Israelā€™s breach of international law must be taken seriously.

The headline in Tagesspiegel used the word ā€œZeitenwendeā€ which, according to a native speaker, is a strong word signalling the need for a ā€˜turning pointā€™ or ā€˜re-thinkā€™ of Germanyā€™s relationship with Israel.

This is by no means a dramatic shift. But others whoā€™ve been waiting on the sidelines, afraid of the consequence of speaking up, might now be encouraged to make a move.

Dima Hamdan is a Palestinian journalist and filmmaker based in Berlin. She is the manager of .

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